Leor-Christie

I'm sorry. It wasn't very nice or smart of me to do what I did, and it is time to end all the drama. I was simply expressing the confusion and the frustration I had been building up over the months. You who should know me know that I am not a violent person, and even if I ever had had the desire to hit anyone that I probably could never build up the nerve to do it. It's all just been an onslaught of confusing emotions and never-ending  questions. And a lot of anger, confusion, guilt, and stupid decisions on both sides. There's never going to be a "good enough" explanation, but there has to be room to us to forgive each other, and you know. Ma

Things have been going okay lately. The "new" apartment is nice. Everything's still good with the bf, But I've been missing other people a lot lately. I still think about them all the time, but they moved on. Got over the deep friendship we had and tossed me out like nothing ever mattered. Yeah. It happened. Don't lie to me or yourself. And you know what..? It hurt... and still hurts, and because of everything that happened I don't know what to think anymore. I want to see these people. I want to laugh and play games and have things be like they used to . Even just a little... but I also want to just punch you people in the freaking gut, and

So my first Boyfriend ever dumped my after only a week, and now (like always) I feel like ranting. The reasons he gave me were right, but they could've been easily fixed if he was wanted. Yeah, he had a super busy schedule at school. Yeah we didn't seem to have all that much in common. I'm patient I could've waited until it was all over, and it wasn't like I was uninterested in his interests. He was willing to give the anime and games a chance. All he had to do was let me know what I could do as well to help bridge the gap. *sighs* Ah well... I really suppose it just wasn't meant to be, but being dumped never feels good, and I was pretty craz